Carpe Diem - easier said than done for a self-professed procrastinator. But for the love of my life, I finally keyed my first sentence, then the second, and the third... as a recording of memories I'd want to remember, good or bad, a gift from Mommy to U - Dear Baby En

"From Baby En to Baby Kang, both my darlings, equally precious. May this journal keep u company, when Mummy can no longer be there......"

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Tuesday, 29 June 2010

If there is a God...

... Why does he have to take my husband away

... Why does he afflict me with such a stubborn virus

... Why does he make my children sick

... Why does he make my baby lose his appetite AFTER I start my course of steroids n antibiotic

... Why does he let my son reject formula now n only wants to be breastfed, when I cannot offer him that comfort

... Why doesn't he touch the heart of that certain someone, so that he will come home and offer some relief, when he is most needed

... Why am I left to fight this battle alone

... Why does the harsh medication seem to have lose their effects

Because he set trials to make people stronger?? So we can overcome ALL the hurdles thrown at the same time and be a changed person overnight???

If there is a God, he is a callous God.

1 comment:

Hann Hann said...

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

God is calling you to Him.
Callous or not, u have to know Him 1st to decide.

Thought this might be useful to you.
http://www.rbc.org/bible-study/discovery-series/bookletDetail.aspx?id=48116&Topic=862

There is a God and God made me stumble upon ya blog.

If it's of any comfort to you, my mummy had to stop breastfeeding me due to sickness and medication too. you can read about it here
http://timhann.blogspot.com/search/label/hyperthyroidism%20and%20breastfeeding

Meanwhile, know that God cares about you and is waiting for you to seek Him.